
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
hi... i m back.... haiz....... i really really very xin ku now.... back to the stoopid depression mode la.... dunno y.... small small little things tat either of us do... i feel moi heart cringe... i feel it aching alot... i noe i shouldnt b thinking so much... but really very xin ku....
sorry ppl... u babes noe who u are.... but i jus need to let things out.... the only way i can heal is to act strong... sorry i cant think of any other ways.... it may irritate many of u... but this is the onli thing i can do.... being depressed n showing it.... somehow.... tats jus going to let ppl worry bout mi.... i dun wan ppl to worry... cos i noe i will recover... over time i will... i think...
dun worry... i wont finger itch go call him or wat again... cos i have deleted all his contacts... i still rmb the no. la... but aiya wont go call again wont go msg liao la.... haiz... expect him to will shout at mi n blow his head off at mi again... enough hurt le.... haiz...
no matter how hurt.sad.heartbroken... dun show it... be strong ki... b strong... tats the onli thing u can do now...
posted at 12:15 am... bye...
23 JAN
aquarius
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