
Thursday, June 29, 2006
i went for moi induction this week~~ there was 2 nites stay at NACLI~~ n yes~~ honestly i enjoyed moiself~~ i made new frens~~ n it was so fun to hang out wif them~~
but i came home to find smt~~ it really made mi break down n cry.. my son, Pipi left.. i feel so terrible~~ i called cheuky to talk to her~~ i feel so horrible~~ he muz have been suffering from depression~~ cos i had been so busy wif work~~i din have time for him~~ n when i went away these two days he muz have tot tat i abandoned him..
Pipi.. mommy really love u alot noe~~ its not tat i dun wanna play catching wif u anymore~~ mommy is just tired from work~~ but not u~~ mommy really miss u~~ thanx Pipi~~ u've been a good boy n left mi wif so many happy n sad moments tat no other could have left done so.. i m sorry tat i couldn even just b there during ur last moments... i m already missing u~~
posted at 11:39 pm... bye...
23 JAN
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